Monday, June 13, 2016
Mohsen namjoo, ali azimi farda soraghe man bia sözleri
Mohsen namjoo, ali azimi farda soraghe man bia sözleri
http://gumusdis.com/muzik/mohsen-namjoo-ali-azimi-farda-soraghe-man-bia-turkce-sozleri/
Monday, July 18, 2011
she's history for me now but i'm still mystery for her ... lol
the case of Caroline Widerberg and the others ... has been closed for now .
she will never know how / why and since when i've had all information about her .
she's might not be useful for what they wanted anymore . i got suspended for what i've done... til yesterday but they needed my help anyway lol . so i got my place back there now .
at least she's safer now kinda . . .
i'm sorry that i never been honest with ya :) and i will never be =P
but someday you may know why i couldn't tell you everything about me.
this blog comes to the end with the case end .
but my new missions begin on :
Monday, December 27, 2010
Sahara
once apon a time i was a great sea .
tons of fishes were swiming in my heart ,
thousands of birds were flying on my head ,
humans have had their boats to cross of my sides
& their submarines were digging in my depth of body .
but one day i found myself in love with the golden sun .
we've spend times together for years ,
we've talked everyday for million times :)
i was suffering of being away... i couldn't reach to her...
i've lost my blue silence.
i've lost my storming days .
i've lost my best friend THE WIND.
but i decided ! i chose the hardest way .
i chose to change my life .
i gave all i've had to her .
& became a Sahara just to be golden like her :)
tons of fishes were swiming in my heart ,
thousands of birds were flying on my head ,
humans have had their boats to cross of my sides
& their submarines were digging in my depth of body .
but one day i found myself in love with the golden sun .
we've spend times together for years ,
we've talked everyday for million times :)
i was suffering of being away... i couldn't reach to her...
i've lost my blue silence.
i've lost my storming days .
i've lost my best friend THE WIND.
but i decided ! i chose the hardest way .
i chose to change my life .
i gave all i've had to her .
& became a Sahara just to be golden like her :)
Saturday, December 4, 2010
here for 24 hours
yea it's me , savalan , it's almost 9 months that i'm a soldier in barracks(army) , i tried alot to get transfered to my own city but the asshole commanders didn't let me til now , 2 weeks later dad will go taheran again to see AL hashim for my transferin ,
what ever ... i said once that i'll endure any pains just to meet ya :)
i was reading goethe's book "the sarrows of the young wherther" , and i could say i loved it ,
he is the one that understands love , like the way i do :)
at a somewhere he says : "the best thing that we can do is Enduring and standing still for pains "
i wanna talk alot more about this book and the sentences that are so fimilar to my diary on this blog :) (in my thoughts) , but i have no time atm i have to return to the stupid barracks in few hours .
i just wanna say i'm a human and i still have my senses :)
i love ya what ever your name is ...
plz take care yourself . you are the best thing in my life ,
cya laters .
what ever ... i said once that i'll endure any pains just to meet ya :)
i was reading goethe's book "the sarrows of the young wherther" , and i could say i loved it ,
he is the one that understands love , like the way i do :)
at a somewhere he says : "the best thing that we can do is Enduring and standing still for pains "
i wanna talk alot more about this book and the sentences that are so fimilar to my diary on this blog :) (in my thoughts) , but i have no time atm i have to return to the stupid barracks in few hours .
i just wanna say i'm a human and i still have my senses :)
i love ya what ever your name is ...
plz take care yourself . you are the best thing in my life ,
cya laters .
Thursday, June 10, 2010
hey there :) im at home again ! i have 4 more free days before going to "Maraghe"
i'm done with army training , and atm i do counted as a real soldier with corporal rank :)
well don't want to talk about army things much right now ,
i just watched the manga's eurovision song and suddenly saw it's exactly my story lol
"we could be the same"
http://www.youtube.com/v/Pdw27j_usP0&hl=en_US&fs=1&
and here is the lyric :
You could be the one in my dreams
You could be much more than you seem
Anything I wanted in life
Do you understand what I mean?
I can see that this could be faith
I can love you more than they hate
Doesn’t matter who they will blame
We can beat them at their own game
I can see it in your eyes
It doesn’t count as a surprise
I see you dancing like a star
No matter how different we are
For all this time I’ve been loving you
Don’t even know your name
For just one night, we could be the same
No matter what they say
And I feel I’m turning the page
And I feel the world is a stage
I don’t think that drama will stop
I don’t think they’ll give up the rage
But i know the world could be great
I can love you more than they hate
Doesn’t matter who they will blame
We can beat them at their own game
I can see it in your eyes
It doesn’t count as a surprise
I see you dancing like a star
No matter how different we are
For all this time I’ve been loving you
Don’t even know your name
For just one night, we could be the same
No matter what they say
For all this time I’ve been loving you
Don’t even know your name
For just one night, we could be the same
No matter what they say
No matter what they say
No matter what they say
We could be the same
No matter what they say
i'm done with army training , and atm i do counted as a real soldier with corporal rank :)
well don't want to talk about army things much right now ,
i just watched the manga's eurovision song and suddenly saw it's exactly my story lol
"we could be the same"
http://www.youtube.com/v/Pdw27j_usP0&hl=en_US&fs=1&
and here is the lyric :
You could be the one in my dreams
You could be much more than you seem
Anything I wanted in life
Do you understand what I mean?
I can see that this could be faith
I can love you more than they hate
Doesn’t matter who they will blame
We can beat them at their own game
I can see it in your eyes
It doesn’t count as a surprise
I see you dancing like a star
No matter how different we are
For all this time I’ve been loving you
Don’t even know your name
For just one night, we could be the same
No matter what they say
And I feel I’m turning the page
And I feel the world is a stage
I don’t think that drama will stop
I don’t think they’ll give up the rage
But i know the world could be great
I can love you more than they hate
Doesn’t matter who they will blame
We can beat them at their own game
I can see it in your eyes
It doesn’t count as a surprise
I see you dancing like a star
No matter how different we are
For all this time I’ve been loving you
Don’t even know your name
For just one night, we could be the same
No matter what they say
For all this time I’ve been loving you
Don’t even know your name
For just one night, we could be the same
No matter what they say
No matter what they say
No matter what they say
We could be the same
No matter what they say
Friday, April 2, 2010
love you all the whole world :)
IF your going to read this blog , plz just read this last post , or read this one first and last of other at least ;)
well few hours last from my last post , and now i feel like the REAL Savalan lol .
energyfull , strong , happy , ...
ooh btw i promis this is going to be my last post for long time haha ,
i know i'm different than others , in fact everyone is different somehow ,
these all are emotions , you might be upset or sad for a while and you could get better and happy and charming in few minutes/hour .
i was watching the movie "the curious case of Benjamin button " it's about guy that borns as an old child , and gets younger instead of getting old like all other normal people .
remember bestrider , you are so special for me , i'm not saying compliments , but i feel like i am special and you are special too , well these are in my minds and no one could tell me what i can or can't think about ^,^ i think we are meant to be each other , i'm not talking about god or fate or other bullshits =P i'm just believing in myself and you and this life we have ,
remember this , never let anyone to tell you "what you can't do " and stuffs like this , getting advices are not bad , but always listen to your heart and be free from any old school thoughts ,
we have to fight for what we want , otherwise we are not different than a dead corps lying in graves :)
as always i'm not scared or regret of choosing to join army and lovin you , because i know it is the fastest way to meet you , and that's is the only thing thats matter for me atm ,
i'm not going to push you in anyway , you have your own mind to decide ofc ,
but i'll do what ever i could to be a good friend for you even if you don't love me like the way i do for you ^,^ you will be always my best friend , no matter what we do ,
and i'll do what ever i could to earn your love too , and yea i am proud of myself in my life (no matter what i've done or i will) ,
i'll always love you bestrider ,
well lets see what we'll been through in these years , i'm NOT saying that i'm best for you or i'm not saying that you owe me anything for the things i did or i will , you don't owe me anything .
because i know that i'm doing these all by my own willing , and it's just because i love you and i could do anything for my love ,
and the only thing that i want from you is "to don't avoid me pleasee "
but there is a fact which you could think about it :) ---> there isn't many guys like me on world , to do anything close to things i would do for you , you are lovable and special , but i think no one could love you the way i do... without meeting you in real til this day (well we will soon) .
and i hope you'll understand it soon .
ooh right it is a beautiful weather out there , with moon and clouds , it seems so nice , and it changes every few min ^,^
ok going to finish watching that movie before i sleep ,
love you all the whole world :)
specially my bestrider , hope you won't avoid me and answer my mails when i'm be gone 4 days later :) love ya ...
savalan
well few hours last from my last post , and now i feel like the REAL Savalan lol .
energyfull , strong , happy , ...
ooh btw i promis this is going to be my last post for long time haha ,
i know i'm different than others , in fact everyone is different somehow ,
these all are emotions , you might be upset or sad for a while and you could get better and happy and charming in few minutes/hour .
i was watching the movie "the curious case of Benjamin button " it's about guy that borns as an old child , and gets younger instead of getting old like all other normal people .
remember bestrider , you are so special for me , i'm not saying compliments , but i feel like i am special and you are special too , well these are in my minds and no one could tell me what i can or can't think about ^,^ i think we are meant to be each other , i'm not talking about god or fate or other bullshits =P i'm just believing in myself and you and this life we have ,
remember this , never let anyone to tell you "what you can't do " and stuffs like this , getting advices are not bad , but always listen to your heart and be free from any old school thoughts ,
we have to fight for what we want , otherwise we are not different than a dead corps lying in graves :)
as always i'm not scared or regret of choosing to join army and lovin you , because i know it is the fastest way to meet you , and that's is the only thing thats matter for me atm ,
i'm not going to push you in anyway , you have your own mind to decide ofc ,
but i'll do what ever i could to be a good friend for you even if you don't love me like the way i do for you ^,^ you will be always my best friend , no matter what we do ,
and i'll do what ever i could to earn your love too , and yea i am proud of myself in my life (no matter what i've done or i will) ,
i'll always love you bestrider ,
well lets see what we'll been through in these years , i'm NOT saying that i'm best for you or i'm not saying that you owe me anything for the things i did or i will , you don't owe me anything .
because i know that i'm doing these all by my own willing , and it's just because i love you and i could do anything for my love ,
and the only thing that i want from you is "to don't avoid me pleasee "
but there is a fact which you could think about it :) ---> there isn't many guys like me on world , to do anything close to things i would do for you , you are lovable and special , but i think no one could love you the way i do... without meeting you in real til this day (well we will soon) .
and i hope you'll understand it soon .
ooh right it is a beautiful weather out there , with moon and clouds , it seems so nice , and it changes every few min ^,^
ok going to finish watching that movie before i sleep ,
love you all the whole world :)
specially my bestrider , hope you won't avoid me and answer my mails when i'm be gone 4 days later :) love ya ...
savalan
i need you now ... i want to talk to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu , plzzzzzzzzzzz ...
i don't want to suffer , i want to YELL !!!! i want the whole world to hear meeee ...
i WAAAAAAAAANT YOUUUUU to don't avoid me plzzzzz ,
i hate this limits in this world , why we have these rules for us !!! aren't we just like an animal that thinks ? then why we have these damn bullshit rules , why we can't love each other ...
fuck you allll people , but i love you bestrider ... i love you life ,
i love life but i hate world :( ... i don't know what i'm saying , i'm completely out of my mind right now ...
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added few min later :
hope you are fine ... just checked wow to see if your on ,but you are not , anyway i guess you are fine , it said you were logged at youtube 16 min ago , when i checked it ,
just hopping that your fever thing it better (don't know what sickness was that so .. you didn't tell me) , 3-4 days remains til i be gone ,
i wish that you talk to me these last days , before i go crazy ...
HEH what a miserable person i am ........
i don't want to suffer , i want to YELL !!!! i want the whole world to hear meeee ...
i WAAAAAAAAANT YOUUUUU to don't avoid me plzzzzz ,
i hate this limits in this world , why we have these rules for us !!! aren't we just like an animal that thinks ? then why we have these damn bullshit rules , why we can't love each other ...
fuck you allll people , but i love you bestrider ... i love you life ,
i love life but i hate world :( ... i don't know what i'm saying , i'm completely out of my mind right now ...
______________________
added few min later :
hope you are fine ... just checked wow to see if your on ,but you are not , anyway i guess you are fine , it said you were logged at youtube 16 min ago , when i checked it ,
just hopping that your fever thing it better (don't know what sickness was that so .. you didn't tell me) , 3-4 days remains til i be gone ,
i wish that you talk to me these last days , before i go crazy ...
HEH what a miserable person i am ........
Thursday, March 25, 2010
the man with the plan
i was writing about you and myself as my last post here ,
((((((((( ive wrote that i love you bestrider and i'll take any risk to meet you , or i'll just leave sweden if i see i would hurt you by coming there and meet you :)
but i think i have told these thousands of time , you know that i love you and i will always :)
and yes the reason that i'm doing military and go to sweden is you ,
or better to say the main reason if ME :) because i want you by my side , i love you and ofc i want you to love me too , and no need to play with words here , )))))))))
but i just deleted the things that i was writing few hours ago , and now i'm writing a new post here ,
i just watched an underground movie of iran about young people that are not allowed to play music , or leave iran etc ...
some times i want to just flee and forget everything in iran and just hug and hold you bestrider ,
but sometimes i feel like i have to do something for my country and human being , instead running away ,
but now i kinda know what i want :) i'm changing to "the man with the plan" .
i'll do military service for 18 months , i'll try to learn english and swedish as well during these 2 years , i'll apply for university at sweden , and i will meet the most important person in my life which is you bestrider ,
but then while i'm in a free country i'll try to help people in iran or other dictator countries , i will try to make or work for human rights companies , which helps people at so many matters which i might don't know all atm ,
i'll try to get a good education and job ofc , and i hope you will help me bestrider ,
i will be a pro person at music and design (which can do it at university) , these two things are the most important thing to fight against dictators , i can make alots of money too to build my company and help humans ,
i know sometimes i hate people because i don't like what they do , and i like to be alone most of times , but today i know that we have to learn to live together , i will help people because they can't help themselves , i know i have power to be someone useful and i will do it ,
i'll do what i have to do in my life ... and remember this bestrider :)
i love you and i will always
----->i will not post anymore after this on this blog for a while <-----
_____________________________
My eyes grew heavy and my lips they could not speak
I tried to get up but I couldn't find my feet
She reassured me with an unfamilliar line
And then she gave to me more summer wine
When I woke up the sun was shining in my eyes
My silver spurs were gone my head felt twice its size
She took my silver spurs a dollar and a dime
And left me cravin' for more summer wine
((((((((( ive wrote that i love you bestrider and i'll take any risk to meet you , or i'll just leave sweden if i see i would hurt you by coming there and meet you :)
but i think i have told these thousands of time , you know that i love you and i will always :)
and yes the reason that i'm doing military and go to sweden is you ,
or better to say the main reason if ME :) because i want you by my side , i love you and ofc i want you to love me too , and no need to play with words here , )))))))))
but i just deleted the things that i was writing few hours ago , and now i'm writing a new post here ,
i just watched an underground movie of iran about young people that are not allowed to play music , or leave iran etc ...
some times i want to just flee and forget everything in iran and just hug and hold you bestrider ,
but sometimes i feel like i have to do something for my country and human being , instead running away ,
but now i kinda know what i want :) i'm changing to "the man with the plan" .
i'll do military service for 18 months , i'll try to learn english and swedish as well during these 2 years , i'll apply for university at sweden , and i will meet the most important person in my life which is you bestrider ,
but then while i'm in a free country i'll try to help people in iran or other dictator countries , i will try to make or work for human rights companies , which helps people at so many matters which i might don't know all atm ,
i'll try to get a good education and job ofc , and i hope you will help me bestrider ,
i will be a pro person at music and design (which can do it at university) , these two things are the most important thing to fight against dictators , i can make alots of money too to build my company and help humans ,
i know sometimes i hate people because i don't like what they do , and i like to be alone most of times , but today i know that we have to learn to live together , i will help people because they can't help themselves , i know i have power to be someone useful and i will do it ,
i'll do what i have to do in my life ... and remember this bestrider :)
i love you and i will always
----->i will not post anymore after this on this blog for a while <-----
_____________________________
My eyes grew heavy and my lips they could not speak
I tried to get up but I couldn't find my feet
She reassured me with an unfamilliar line
And then she gave to me more summer wine
When I woke up the sun was shining in my eyes
My silver spurs were gone my head felt twice its size
She took my silver spurs a dollar and a dime
And left me cravin' for more summer wine
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
!!WARNING !!
!!WARNING !! if you are bestrider OR if you know her ...
try to don't read my post ... i don't want to cause you upset !
try to don't read my post ... i don't want to cause you upset !
Friday, March 19, 2010
if someone doesn't love you the way you want him/her to ... it doesn't mean she doesn't love you by all she has got :)
this is really a big and meaningful sentence i think
well anyway :) it's the last day of winter (and this year 1388) , tomorrow is the beginning of spring and new year(it's tiger year i think hehe ) ... and a new life for me i guess :)
i got to endure hardest things and win this ^,^ i'm not going to be a loser at my life forever :) yea you know what i'm talking about , you know why ive made this blog i guess =P
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uc nokta bir
Yarım kalmış fıkrayım
Ben içimde bir tuhafım
Dışımda hep insanım
Bitmeyen bir kavgayım
Kusursuz bir hatayım
Ben yıpranmış bir inancım
Kendime bir cezayım
Değişmem bundan sonra
Değişmem bundan sonra ben
Ben yüz yıllık bir çınarım
Yorgunum ve yaşlıyım
Ben içimde bir başkayım
Dışımda hep aynıyım
Susmayan bir arsızım
Solup gitmiş sayfayım
Ben yıpranmış bir inancım
Ömür boyu yastayım
Değişmem bundan sonra
Değişmem bundan sonra
Değişmem bundan sonra ben
this is really a big and meaningful sentence i think
well anyway :) it's the last day of winter (and this year 1388) , tomorrow is the beginning of spring and new year(it's tiger year i think hehe ) ... and a new life for me i guess :)
i got to endure hardest things and win this ^,^ i'm not going to be a loser at my life forever :) yea you know what i'm talking about , you know why ive made this blog i guess =P
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uc nokta bir
Yarım kalmış fıkrayım
Ben içimde bir tuhafım
Dışımda hep insanım
Bitmeyen bir kavgayım
Kusursuz bir hatayım
Ben yıpranmış bir inancım
Kendime bir cezayım
Değişmem bundan sonra
Değişmem bundan sonra ben
Ben yüz yıllık bir çınarım
Yorgunum ve yaşlıyım
Ben içimde bir başkayım
Dışımda hep aynıyım
Susmayan bir arsızım
Solup gitmiş sayfayım
Ben yıpranmış bir inancım
Ömür boyu yastayım
Değişmem bundan sonra
Değişmem bundan sonra
Değişmem bundan sonra ben
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
damn perfect
i'm so thoughtful now ... i'm thinking about you and me ofc
i'm thinking that what if some day i get to know that you could be happier without me around ...
what i would do ? i don't know that really ,
what if one day i see that i make you feel uncomfortable ... or even im doing it by insisting my love for you ...
what would happen .. ? tell me plz someone tell me THE answer plzzz
i thought that i could make you happy , but what if i'm wrong and i have completely opposite effect on you ...
i love you from bottom of my heart and i will always , but i would never want to see uneasy ,
i don't care what job or what education i'll get i don't care about anything BUT you ,
without you i'm nothing and i don't want anything on this world without you ,
this is not compliments ... this is my hearts words bestrider ,
i believe at me but i'm not sure if i'm good enough for you :( or if i'll be good enough for you ,
you are so good at anything ... you are so damn perfect
i'm thinking that what if some day i get to know that you could be happier without me around ...
what i would do ? i don't know that really ,
what if one day i see that i make you feel uncomfortable ... or even im doing it by insisting my love for you ...
what would happen .. ? tell me plz someone tell me THE answer plzzz
i thought that i could make you happy , but what if i'm wrong and i have completely opposite effect on you ...
i love you from bottom of my heart and i will always , but i would never want to see uneasy ,
i don't care what job or what education i'll get i don't care about anything BUT you ,
without you i'm nothing and i don't want anything on this world without you ,
this is not compliments ... this is my hearts words bestrider ,
i believe at me but i'm not sure if i'm good enough for you :( or if i'll be good enough for you ,
you are so good at anything ... you are so damn perfect
Thursday, March 4, 2010
to the future
these are my last posts of me before i go to military , about 30 days remain til that ,
SO i want you to know something important bestrider , i want to make you sure about something ,
i would never try to hurt you , but if i have done it before ... it was by mistake or misunderstanding , and i'm strong enough
to say sorry about everything that i've done to you ,
and SORRY for anything that i might do by mistake in future , as i said i would never let you to suffer for any reason ,
i could sacrifice myself to protect you at any matters ,
i love you and i love the ones/things that you love them :)
i'm just trying to give me a new chance , by getting passport in 2 years and go sweden for study , but the main reason of
my migration is you , i have never told this to you , but yea i would never go sweden if you were not there :)
i'll try to chat/talk with you or just send you mails when i do go in army , and i hope you will answer and help me to pass
these hard days ,
i like to to see you smiling and happy always (never seen you though=P ) , but i'll do my best to do that for you :)
cheers , to the future ^.^ haha i just drink water don't worry =P i'm still crazy xD i'll drink water til i dieeee lol
your best friend savalan
SO i want you to know something important bestrider , i want to make you sure about something ,
i would never try to hurt you , but if i have done it before ... it was by mistake or misunderstanding , and i'm strong enough
to say sorry about everything that i've done to you ,
and SORRY for anything that i might do by mistake in future , as i said i would never let you to suffer for any reason ,
i could sacrifice myself to protect you at any matters ,
i love you and i love the ones/things that you love them :)
i'm just trying to give me a new chance , by getting passport in 2 years and go sweden for study , but the main reason of
my migration is you , i have never told this to you , but yea i would never go sweden if you were not there :)
i'll try to chat/talk with you or just send you mails when i do go in army , and i hope you will answer and help me to pass
these hard days ,
i like to to see you smiling and happy always (never seen you though=P ) , but i'll do my best to do that for you :)
cheers , to the future ^.^ haha i just drink water don't worry =P i'm still crazy xD i'll drink water til i dieeee lol
your best friend savalan
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
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