today i was going boxing class .i was walking on the streets while raining and thinking about myself and i discovered something : i,m so flexible person
i like all kind of music(rock,rap ,country,old musics,new musics) , i like all kind of music instruments , i like most sports , i like so different things ,
i like opposite things , i like hell i like heaven (i believe them in this world not in other world).
i like angels i like devils, i like humans but i like animals, sometimes i cant even kill a little fly or spider but sometimes i think i can kill even peoples .
i,m so flexible person. i think i can be the kindest person in the world or maybe i can be the most bad person in that . its up to peoples around me because they can do good effect on me so i can be good one or if something bad happens to me i can be bad one :|
i cant continue the something that i,m doing so much , cos i boring so fast , so i search something new in my life , i cant stay in one place and live there because its boring to me,
but i know there is no many persons that like or love me , maybe just as a family ,
even U don't like me , i have too many friends on the net , in the game ,messengers , or real life , but i know i,m good for them while they need me ,
nobody really like me as a real friend .
that's not my fault that i learn everything so fast as others in the beginning of that things ,but after a while that's boring for me and everybody think i not good in that lessons.
what i must do ? what i must to do to find my real friends ?what i must to do that U love me too ? yea i think nobody will love because i,m more than a normal person and less than a perfect person. if i was normal i could do everything normally & if i was perfect one i could do everything perfectly , but i,m special .i,m alone in this world , i love everything and i hate them too . maybe this is the reason that nobody really like me .sometimes i think like a child , but sometimes i,m like the 200 years old man !
this is good reason that u don't like me .
i wrote these things today but perhaps i don't believe them myself ,
let's stop talking like an old radio ,who will help me to find my way ? i thought u are the person that u can help me cos i found someone to love , but now i know i,m not the person that someone can love me . i know if i was instead u i don't love deviltabriz too .

but i will try my best again to love me ! that's why i told i,m flexible , i,m hopeful when i,m hopeless .