broken silence !

26 days silence :) , without any post , lol . now its time to break this silence xD
its about 30 hours that i didnt talk with anyone , didnt chat also, now you are in your grandpa's home i think ,i missed you so much :) every day i love you more and more ^^ ,

i wanted to dont talk with anyone until u back i wanted to keep this my silence thing xD and wanted u to be my first person that i'll talk after few days but it will be much time maybe 1 week xD and everyone will get mad at me lol .
but it was really nice this 30 hours :P i went bank and did what i needed without any single word xD i bought drag from dragstore without talking lol , i played wow , group quest , and did ST instance as healer without any single word lol ,
when my mom and dad saw me without talking they wonderd at first , after some hours mom got mad lol that why i dont answer her and didnt answer to phone calls hehe!! but then they both loughed at me :P
but it wasnt so hard that i thought befor doing this !!

i hope u return soon :) its just 30 hours that u didnt online but its like 1 month for me :) i missed you much much much ! I LOVE YOU bestrider ^.^
i wonder what u think about my birthday xD you know what i want more than anything :P i wanna know my love's name ! that will be my best gift ever i had befor , hope u tell it to me , but its not problem if you still dont like to tell xD i can wait for ever to hear that ^^ !
u made character with name of rakera, its female name :P i guessed that its your real name first time when i saw that lol ,but not sure :P
i wanna hear from you and hope u will tell that whats your name, in my birthday or even befor that lol !
so now i can talk xD but i think i will not talk much you know that lol you are the only one that i never tired to talk with <3

words against words

you tell me "m8 " , i tell you "my dear" ,
you tell me"friend" , i tell you "my love" ,
you tell me "devil " , i tell you "my bestrider" ,
you say "i like you", i say "i love you" ,

you tell "cya m8", i tell "take care my dear" ,

back after 11 days !

11 days without any posting :) because i didnt think that i need post anything , its perfect to ply game with you <3 . yesterday i wanted to post but my internet had problem so now i will post them :

i need to improve myself my feelings , maybe this sentence is good for beginning : " No Mad ! No Sad ! " i need to controll myself then i will be able to do my job well ,i know soon or late i will come sweden to meet you <3 so i need to be better than this .

i know that maybe i,m ugly boy, with no job, from "iran" that most of people in world think its the terrorist country with terrorist people :) yea its true governtment sucks here but there is still some good persons .
i think i,m like thrall (ungly orc in world of warcraft that loved a human beautifull girl then he became king of orcs ) lol its just story but there is many likeness between thrall and me :P ,

to day i started to read that book because i need learn english well and i like that kind of stories , i like loves between 2 different race, 2 enemies , 2 national , i like that kind of stories when 2 person loves together but all people think its mistake xD or impossilble ! but love doesnt have frontier !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but after this things that i said , they doesnt mattter at all xD i know that:
i love U ! i love U ! i love U ! i love U ! i love U ! i love U ! i love U !