how you can be like this ! howw :(( , do your heart made by stone ! really ?
fuck all world. fuck me ! fuck wow !

bir gun - one day

i can just say i love this song , bir gun : (ege cubukcu)
this is a part of lyric of that song :

Bir gün ama bir gün, burada olmadigim bir gün.
Mutlu olabilirim, huzuru bulabilirim, kaçabilirim
yok olabilirim. Uzaklasabilirim buralardan,
çaktirmadan, ayiltmadan;
elâlemi yâri anayi bekleyenimi üzebilirim.


means :
one day and one day that i will not be here .
i can be provident , i can be relax at last , i can be free,
i can be hiding , i can be far away from here ,
without any sound , without awake anyone ,
but this can hurt my friends,my family , my love , and who that waiting for me ,

yea it's me

ok i got lv 20 and got invited by you brother and you for instance in SFK ,
i know you guessed something but you are not sure yet , that its me or not ,
i say here that : YES IT'S ME !
and you just said me on skype you gonna offline for 1 or 2 hours , and you was playing with me in instance :) i dont want to say you lied to me, i know you did that to dont let me know its you :|
but you dont know that i added you on my list since you was lv 15 , ganan ! when you did RFC when you did WC when you did SM , i was there and watching you and your bro's friend .
just guess what i felt when you even didnt come online on skype , and ... dont need to describe it .

you still playing there ,and not online on skype or skullcrasher, i will wait here untile you come ,

hope one day you read this blog , maybe you will know how much i love you ,

right now listening to music that says :
sevdiklerime kovushmam gerec ama nasil ? biri oni bana annatsin !
means= i should reach to my loves but how ? some one tell this to me please !

the man and scorpion

suddenly traveler man saw a scorpion in water that drowning , he wanted to help scorpion ,
but scorpion stinged his finger , for second time he tried to help sorpion but sorpion stinged his finger again ,
other man near there that was watching him , asked him what the hell you are doing !?
traveler man said : stinging is scorpion's nature ,
but my nature is love ,

back again , same things again , same world again and , same LOVE

so wasnt able to come online on this site, still didnt find whats the problem here, that i cant write new post some times :|
i just tried 1 more time and now i'm online after 1 month :|
i'm glad that now i can write at least , cos it makes me so better when i writing here.

you went other realm anachronos and made a warrior there, yesterday you was playing there and didnt come online even on skype :( , today you played few hours again there and still not online on skype , dont know what happend there that i'm not deserve to talk,chat,or play game with you ,

i reached lv 19 priest and you are 25 , you still dont know that i know your character's name ,
i will not wis you , i dont want trick you but maybe you dont likes me to be around you anymore,

as i always said befor i love you and i will love you untile i die ,
i really wants to know whats problem here , why you dont like to be with me , why you dont tell your name, why you hiding everything,
you are my dreams but i just want you to know : you destroying my world when you dont talk with me , when you play alone ,when you are not online on skype...

but i still know there is problem that i dont know , because you cant do these things without any reason , at least i think maybe its important reason for you to dont love me ,

i want to know i want to know i want to know i want to know
, and trust me : there is no any single problem that can make me love you less than ago ,
there is nothing that can effect my love about you , i will love you more and more ...

hope today you will come online and talk with me cos i fell really bad since yesterday , but cant tell this to you ,
i'm not deserve to love i know ,
i think i writing such a bullshits now its so stupid to continue on this post ,
gonna make a new post and talk about a story that i just read it on somewhere few min ago :|