be there for someone

the first thing that i learned from you , when i met you in stranglethorn vally in wow was :
to be good even with enemies . the first thing we did was playing with alliances while they were our enemies . i learned that they were people just like , they atack us because they afraid that we kill em . this is not just for games . even in real wars , soldiers cut other sides soldiers because they afraid of each other ...
i learned to love , i learned that life has so much worth to live it ,
today i read some of our chat history on skype , when i used it for first time to talk with you , and you called me with it :) it was so nice days , i think those days was just some of my best days of life after know you .
then you sentences catch my notice to them , that you said there :
[6/29/2008 3:20:44 AM] karugon1 says: well good thing that u want to help your friend to be alone is the worst pain
[6/29/2008 3:22:42 AM] karugon1 says: even so just to be there for someone is a goood thing

lol there is so much fun that we lived it :) when i told you jag alskar dig for first time in microphone , lol it was so hard , i never had told anyone i love you befor that xD .
it was my first sentence about love i think lol that i speaked it in swedish xD
i never thought i would love someone befor meet you ^^ , i always liked to be alone , never liked parties , never liked places that are full of people , like streets ,shops , i liked quiet places most of times .

now i just dont understand how someone like you that always loved people ,to help em , to give em hope,( or maybe i just need to say love teacher !) , doesnt want to love , dont understand why you want to be alone . everyone needs to be alone sometimes, but you dont want me to love you , to fallow you, to be around you anymore ... why ? what i did, that hurts you ? what whould'nt i do for you ?

anyway as i say always : i love you bestrider