Monday, February 2, 2009

I pissed everything

today i had computer exam in university ,we waited 4 hours in queue ,
after some discuss with my friend i just left there without saying anything, and didn't wait for my queue for the exam ,
i just pissed everything , cant continue like this , my friend keep saying what the hell you are doing to leave university ! why you cant just forget bestrider , why you still wanna go military service and Sweden , you are damn crazy , you can decide about it, she does not like you , and he says that you were my friend but you wanna leave me alone :( ,
i just don't know what to do , I'm upset , what will i do, i cant continue these things,
i wanna go somewhere that no body knows me , i want to become crazy and forgot everything in my life , but i cant forget you , i cant forget my feelings when i thinking about you ,
you will be in my heart always ,
yesterday when i wanted to sleep i thought everything going to be shit, weather was cold and i was shaking but when i thought about you i felt a warm energy in my body between my chest and i got warmer and warmer , i never had that feelings before , it was damn good , i became warmer second by second ,
yea you may dont feel any special feeling about me , but no body will be able to clean my head of thinking about you , even you !

I LOVE YOU BESTRIDER ! I LOVE YOU !

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