who are you talking with ?
who are you playing with ?
what are you thinking now ?
want to know all these things pleaseeeeeeeee ...
i'm tired of listening to musics whole day and being sad , and thinking that if i did right thing ... i repeating last days in my head over and over again . i'm tired of refreshing my youtube mail pages... i'm tired of everything , i'm tired of waiting ... do you really forget me easily like this ?
i do just remember the moment that i was playing with you with my priest and you haven't knew that its me, and you just sent massage on skype that you going off for few hours :( that was like a knife between my chest ... you even didnt want to talk to me , you were playing wow !
why ? i'm not bad person :( just sometimes i act like a child when i get mad . i was upset that days . you even didnt want to come on skype :( and i was watching you all time in anachronos that damn shit realm !
i need someone to tell me , why i'm deserve to be like this :( .
tomorrow my internet account will be expired , i dont wanna even recharge it , if you dont want to talk me anymore .
there will no deviltabriz anymore on internet . i will not write on blog ,i will not play wow, i will not chat with anyone .
now i don't know what should i do , if even you are real friend you should send your mail that you are so mad and angry to me ... :)
as i said i just waiting for your mail , it doesnt atter what you will write in there .
i think you know that i just leave university to go milatery service to get passport and come sweden :( , for someone that even doesnt like to talk with me :( , but it doesnt matter .
you can yell at me and shoot me out through door :) and i will return through window !
you are important for me than anything else in my life , i will never give it up .
even if i become terrorist,scholar,dancer,robber,diplomat, or nothing !
i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !i will come sweden for you ! i will come sweden for you !
please help me bestrider ,my friends say me dont beg for love :( but i want to beg you !
i never begged for anything in my life , but i want you to help me ! i'm nothing without you ...
my haeart is like a board that you name hacked there and now nothing can clean it and no one can change it :)
i still dont know myself how i love someone , without knowing her name , without see her face, without touching her hands ,
but i know ... i love you bestrider ...
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