weakness

i'm so weak these days,
i'm like a defenseless baby , that wouldn't able to do anything ...
i getting mad with music, getting sad with sad musics ,
i can't control myself anymore ,
i feel like cripple person :(

please talk to me bestrider ,

i'm just 20 year old boy but i fell like 800 year old man that tired of life :(
right now i wanna cry :( .
fuck me , fuck me ...

i should haven't told you that i love you :( so you would talk with me now !

its damn hard, i'm tired of everything , :( its my first time that i tell this : i really don't wanna live anymore like this :(

please talk to me bestrider .


i can't understand , but i wanna do , why all these happening to me ,
i was a lonely boy before meet you ,
i understood how to love :( how to be happy , how to live ... i learned so many
things of you , i was living in black and white life , you came and make it color !
now i can't return to black and white anymore :(
but now after all these , you don't want to talk with me because i love you :(


please talk to me bestrider
please talk to me bestrider
please talk to me bestrider
please talk to me bestrider
please talk to me bestrider
please talk to me bestrider
please talk to me bestrider