at least i know that you cared about me even if it was just a little ^^

i'm the guy that need to do something different always ...
i can't wait somewhere without doing anything , doing nothing can kill me :)
it's my nature and i like it ,


i'm glad that have talked to you yesterday , it was like a release for me again :)
i dont know when you will come online again , but i hope it wont be next year ;)

i know wildmoon told you to come online some times , and it wasn't your idea to do that , but
it doesnt matter whose idea it was ,
it matters that you came online and it was just for me yesterday , you thought that i need you so much and its a good point for me :) at least i know that you cared about me even if it was just a little ^^

you were online today but you didnt come online on skype ,
i think wild is right : you need time ,

i'm still so far from being perfect but i'm trying :) maybe one day i will be 99.9% perfect guy hehe ... at least i wish to be like that .

i like to analyze every single act of people that i contact em. to know them and understand them , that's why i check your stuff everyday , podc site , youtube,skype,wow,blog,
i like to know what you thinking , what you doing , i want to know everything bout you ...
you know its because you are my life /shy , i can't live without you ...



and what you will think when you see my blog some day :)

I... love you bestrider:)