maybe i'm just a psycho person that thinks he is in love

hi, its about 1 week that i dont play wow again .
i did last raid in ulduar with my guild PODC , and said good bye to all .
its 1 week that i havent talk with you , because you didnt come online on skype even once :)
well , i never can be sure if even you thought about me these days or not ,

why i need you ? i don't understand :( why i fell in love , how ... all the same questions are still without any answer . i repeat them time by time on my mind ,

its few days that i started to think i'm sick , maybe i'm not in love i just have mind sickness , and all of these stuff are just in my mind , and they're not exist in real world ,
Is the love that i feel with you , just in my mind ... ?
i started to think there is no love in world , love is just in stories , you can't really find real love in real world , i'm not blame anyone else , its just me ...
maybe i'm just a psycho person that thinks he is in love ,

but as always i dont know what should i do about myself .
i know doctors can't help me , it's just me and you that might can help ,
i want to find a way out of this prison , but i can't , because i don't know what should i do .

it's always good to write something here , its make me calm a bit ,
i can say that i really missed youuuuuu :( , i beg you to come online once , or send a mail to me ...
you never did that befor , it was me that always did that but i beg you this time bestrider ,

i just wanna know that you havent forgot me . i just want to be sure that you care about me at least like a friend ,

i think i will write here too much these days because i'm so upset , i'm always like this when i dont talk with you