:) today i really feel good ^^ , i wasen't good yesterday , until you talked with me ...
but there is a thing that i didn't answer you yesterday :
when you said : you wanted to go to sweden or was it just cause of me? ... play same game like ago ...
i didn't answer it , i said i don't know , but i wanted to say truth : yea it was just because of you , because i find new life when i talked with you in first time 1 year ago ... i learned love , i learned so many things at this last year of my life since we became friends ... i found life !
maybe i should have told you it yesterday , but i don't know why i didn't :) and it's kinda late now to say it again , so i write it here instead talking .
1 month ago you said i don't want you to have false hope , so i started to hate that word "hope" since that day . but : ---->
yesterday i gave you and myself a promise :
i will learn hope again , i will try to love myself again , cause i can't love other person if i don't love myself , and i wanted you that please remind me my promise when i forget it and I got your word on it ^^
my promise seems so simple one , but i have so many promises in that one , i didn't tell my other promises but i have them in my mind , i promised them also to you and myself without talking about em , and i will keep my promises .
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