part of 3 nice songs that i'm listening now

the devil's eye -chris de burgh
I can see you, I am watching you, I've been planning this for years.I have blacked out you television, every station in the world is mine,Oh nothing's gonna save you now from the Devil's Eye...All around me, fire is burning, yes I'm calling you from Hell,

Something's happening, sounds like thunder, maybe the Lord is on His way,He's still angry and He's after me since I cheated on the Spanish Train,Oh yes He's coming, and He could stop me, but He'd better make it soon,'Cos the last time that I won a world, I made it into a moon...

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one mile to go - chris de burgh
When the valley's quiet with the snow,
And the train has one more mile to go,
To the station where my love will be,
She waits for me, she waits for me;

Now the lights are shining down below,
And I see the village that's my home,
And I see all the places that I love,
It's been so long, been away so long,
And I'm nearly home, one more mile to go;

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carry on - chris de burgh:
Love is the daughter of life,
comfort to trouble and strife,
She's always beside you to help you carry on,
Oh they say that the stars in the sky,
Are the souls of the people who die

we are the people

We are the people - empire of the sun
it's great song :) i liked it :

i know everything about you , you know everything about me ,
we know everything about us ... :)

well actually i liked that part so much , that we know everything that is necessary to know about us

to the forward

i think i have wrote here a lyric of a song some months ago, from "lifhous -Hanging By A Moment"

it was so close to my feelings before :) specially this part :

I'm desperate for changing
I'm starving for truth
I'm closer to where I’ve started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you




but today i think i'm changed , i don't wait for you or anyone else to make me move :) , i want to move and make you move hehe ,
i'm not closer to where i'v started , i'm at forward steps of changing ,


sooooooo To the forward !!

2012

2012 is the year that everyone talks about it , some believes it will be end of human being , some says some natural misery will occur , some say Maya ppl have predicted about it .. and so many other rumors about it in world ,
and as i saw in news about some Islamic leaders that believes imam Mahdi(something like Jesus for Christians) will pop up in world on 2012 :) , every religions has something like that : someone that haven't died thousands years ago will appear some day and save them from other ppl and they refer it to 2012 now ,
it's a critical event for all world ,

i never believe it will be end for life or humans , but i'm kinda sure there will be some wars and riots (chaos) because of these rumors on world , i know some ppl really believe til they bones ... and you know if someone believe something like that he would do anything that he think is right ...

and soon black oil (black gold in other word) gonna finish soon or late , but the most important issue is water in middle east , countries will fight because of shortcoming of water on this critical part of world , middle east is the part of world that human beings (at least historical ones) occurred , oil,water,religions,crowd of different cultures of ppl,food, seas and ways to open seas and so many other things make this zone so critical for world ,

as you see on this last months there were so many wars and protesters in different countries of world , all ppl want their rights , and governments kill ppl like em, in Iran,China,Israel,Palestine,Turkey,French,Madagascar,USA,Russian,Iraq,Afghanistan ... (these are the countries that i can remember on this last month that had fights)

what ever it is , it will not like a world war3 between countries , it will be so much more complicated than other 2 wars ,


well this is just my ideas for now , and i hope i'm wrong :) because a normal person never would like anything to get hurt and damaged .

Thrall

:) i'm reading WarCraft.Lord.Of.The.Clans , it's story about how Thrall grows as a slave with for humans ,
i'm on 6th chapter ,
hmm i feel like Thrall hehe , " i will not be here long " he is learning , he is gonna be well-bred and mature , he will think better , he will be free , And he is trying for that ...

and i really loved this part :

He would not sleep. He would use this time to plan. He reached for the tablet and stylus he kept in the sack, and wrote a note to the only person he could trust: Tari.

On the next dark moons, I plan to escape.

never ever do tenacity ! :)

i really like to know ppl's acts and the reason of these , i just got an idea about some ppl now ,

sometimes ppl get sensitive on an special subject , and they get so aggressive and defensive for that subject ,
the best thing you can do is : not talking about those and don't push their attack button hehe ,
even sometimes they don't know why they are so sensitive because of this subject ... they just used to it , or some events made em sensitive and they still have those ...

staying silent about some subjects are the best thing you can do , until those ppl want to talk about that special subject . because each time you try to be good or keep tenacity , their defence system get higher and higher til they explode again ;)



if you think you love someone (a girl/a boy/ family/ friend...) but get sad when you talking with em , there is something wrong with you , it's not their fault , there is something wrong with you then ,
when you love someone you need to make em happy and laugh as much as you can , because making someone sad is not loving him/her ,

well i'm talking with myself here hehe , not you not anyone else =P i'm trying to advice to myself lol i noticed that each time i try to talk with someone that i want xD i made her sad or upset .
so there was something wrong with me and i need to improve myself in better way ;)
i need to be someone that she would like to talk , that she would want to flirting around for fun . that she come and talk with me when she feels bad modes ... it's all up to me if i improve myselt to that level i can say i was success at love , but i'm still not , so need alooooot of works on myself

new new new

hmm not bad , new template, new pictures, new writes , new blog , new night , new look , and hope new savalan :) not the same old suck one hehe

you are my breath

yesterday i saw an interesting sentences when i was surfing web again :

you are like a breath for me , it was so nice when you came , and i'm still glad that you are gone ,
well you know why it was nice that you came , but you might ask why i said i'm glad that you'r gone ?
well that's why i said you are like a breath for me , you gave me life when i took you and i know you will return like a taking a breath again for me :) or i will die without my breath .



xD i liked this and wrote here to keep it alive in my blog always ^^

pictures after shower lol

haha i just took some pictures of myself =P after shower lol
i love water xD

I feel pretty lol

I FEEL PRETTY
MARIA
I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
I feel pretty and witty and bright!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight.

I feel charming,
Oh, so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel!
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real.

See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!

I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!

my sis gave me a new book , the writer of book gave her this book in tehran few days ago as a gift :)
and she said me it's nice book and wanted me to read if i like it ,

the name of book is "2 ghadam invare khat " witch means : "2 step beyond the line "
it's an story about a writer that met someone else who says i traveled in time , and he says so many things are in world that might be unbelievable for you now ,
but when the writer says sometimes i feel i have heared this music or some places , before i go there , and other things , the weird guy starts to think about him and says , so it seems you have went beyond the line sometimes too ...

i think the writer kind a like me , when he wants to talk about something unbelievable , he start talking with some sentences like : i don't believe these stuff but it can be ... lol
he wants to believe them but he doesn't want his family,friends ... think he is crazy or stupid that everyone can trick him with lies ...



well anyway what ever is this book , it's good one ,and i'm gonna finish it soon xD it can help me because it's close to me ,
some weeks ago i readed in a book : The best book is the one that says the things that you already know em , that book will regularize your thoughts that you had before reading book ...

now i know yogurt is black =P

ok it's not 50-50 now :) now i'm 100% sure that it's not joking or telling lies by someone like wild :)
i started to believe everything since yesterday , because i believe you bestrider , and when you say she is not joking or testing me and she is not crazy xD i believe she tells truth then ^^

there is no one that i can believe him/her more than you bestrider , if you've told me yogurt is black ... i could believe it because i believe you ^^ even while i know yogurt is white but i would started to believe it's black :)

but do not worry, still no one can trick me so easy way :) hehe .

i will try to find out the secrets of life , meditations , seeing future ,spirit or ghosts , telepathy , ufo , goblins hehe , or anything that can be truth and i haven't see em yet .
an old famous again : ta nabashad chizaki mardom nagooiand chiiz ha :)
which means : if there is no a little secrets ... ppl will not lie and turn it like to a big secrets .

i just found an english one close to the sentence i wrote on above : Where there is smoke, there is Fire ...

a poem about knowledge

hmm i think i need to translate this poem :
انکس که نداند و بداند که نداند*اخر خرک لنگ به مقصد برساند..
انکس که بداند و نداند که بداند*بیدارش نمایید بس خفته نماند..
انکس که بداند و بداند که بداند*اسب شرف از گنبد گردان بجهاند
انکس که نداند و نداند که نداند* درجهل مرکب ابد و دهر بماند....

the person that doesn't know answer... and he knows that he doesn't know it* he will reach to his aim someday but his mule would be cripple (means : he would done mission but imperfectly with some problems maybe )

the person that knows the answer ... but he doesn't know that he knows it * you should awake this person of his dreams ...(means: you should help this person to find the secrets that he already knows)

the person that knows the answer ... and he knows that he knows it *his horse will jump of any preventive of destiny(means : he will pass any missions in his life ...)

and the person that doesn't know ... and he doesn't know that he doesn't know xD * he will remain as the stupid of universe as always ...

new story

hmm this can be starting of a new story :

i just have turned to 19 when i saw him for first time , it was at my birthday night when we looked at each other eyes , there was a light in his eyes that i haven't knew what it is about that day ,
i just knew the reason of bright eyes after few days when he said the truth about me ,
when he said we are not living at 2007 , we are in 2057 atm ... first i thought he is crazy guy or it was just a joking for my BD party , but when he showed his stuff and the answers of some of my questions about things , then i understood he is not liar ,
yea i was their last hope for continue human being life , since 2020 humans got a sickness and they couldn't offspring because of that , but scientists couldn't find out how my mom became pregnant and born me at 2038 , but they were sure i had same inheritance of my mom or dad , so they started to keep their eyes on me , to grow without any problem ,
the guy that came to visit me on my Bd party and told these ... was my own dad ,
he said the biggest problem was my mind , there were something wrong with it , i had an extra part in my mind , that they never seen it before on other ppl,
some countries started to support my dad and his team with financial helps , it was just a few at beginning but after a while more and more countries and rich ppl started to help them ,
so my dad built a minor city with their help , because it was the most safe thing to do , a secret mission that no one exactly knew where i am except some of main characters ...





ok i think it's nice story i will think about that , and maybe i continue to writing it by my language :)

love is something that i earned by myself

after a while finally i finished reading the book , 1984 - George Orwell , it's good book , if you haven't read it yet , you should do it i say :)

some interested parts are still in my mind of this book , and i do remember em some times ,

one of em is about try believe to something that you never believed it before and still can't...

for example :
when someone says that he/she can make the floor of a room to turn a soap and fly like soap's bubbles ... and if you believe that , you don't need to see the action of turning floor to soap , it's already happened because you believe it in your mind :) , no need to make it happen out of your mind when you think, it's truth inside of you mind ... even if that person lies , it doesn't matter because you both believe you can hehe ,
it's a bit complicated at first , and you may say why you want to believe something with blind eyes , but i say it's truth in your mind , not out of it :)

saying truth or lie to a subject just depends on the way how you look at it with your mind .
2+2 = ?? 4 ? no you can say it's 5 sometimes or 3 ...
you would say i always will answer with 4 , but i say you can change always and answer with other answers :)
sometimes pain can change your thoughts about a subject but sometimes it's impossible to change the way someone thinks by physical pains , and it's really wonderful that you can change them by small or even good things instead of torture that person ,

there is famous sentence in our national that says : sometimes you can cut throat by PLUME easier than a knife ...

well i wrote nice subject today xD but i don't really believe it myself muhahaha !!!
i never can believe something when i havent seen it yet , or haven't experienced at it by myself or other one :)
well i think that if you go inside of minds of people , they usually think they are better than others , they think better than others , they are higher rank than most of others ,
and maybe it's same thing that i think same way : i think better than others usually , (notice here-->i used this word : "usually " i didn't use" always" ^^)

hmm something else left to say now , when thundermoon says she can read minds , there is 2 answer for it :
1) the reasiest way is to say no she lies ...
2) or you can say yea she can do it ...

but the most important thing is this : she believes it herself i think (if she can or can't read minds)

and now i want her to prove it to me that she can do it , because i want to know :) i never can say it's truth or a lie without seeing it or feeling it ^^ , it's just a 50-50 chance ,


the only thing that i would never give up is believing in that i love someone =P
and you can say i'm blind at it , or i feel love better than others , or anything you like you can say to me haha ...because i won't listen to anyone to changing my way in love and give up at it :) it's something that i earned by myself , no one gave it to me that would take it away from me ^^ .

Lovestoned




I think she knows...



hahahahaha