hmm i'v forgot what i wanted to write 2 days ago about something special that have happened xD
i will write it later when i remember it lol , it was something that you said for first time ... what was it :D ?? i gonna remember it sooooooon ! haha

father and son - steven cat

a great song that i heared at movie "the boat that rocked" and i tried to find it's lyric and singer :) it's really nice one i loved it , gonna find cat steven's more songs and albums later .

Father And Son
Cat Stevens (Yusuf Islam)

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
if you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them you know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

SpOrT

hiiiihaaa you think you are better than me at sport ? then think again !!! xD
no one can walk,climb mountain, ride bicycle , do body building,do boxing,do swim ,play basketball !!! LIKE MEEEEE =P ok ok maybe some can but not many xD lol


huh i'm not even tired !! i can re do my whole body building practices again... that i'v done today xD

DO YOU DARE TO CHALLENGE ME , muhahaha

dance

i'm a dancer , i have to dance , but i need your help too .

getting better and better again :) specially after talking with ya ,
but i should remind myself again , that i have to make you happy and make some fun for ya ,
no talking my problems and stuffs to make you uneasy also ...



and savalan take it easy :) you are a jokker and jokkers never get sad and upset :)
even if you get upset you should never forget to smile , because it makes the ppl around ya happy and they would make you happy too after that ...

you are my wonderwall

i was listening to oasis songs , i like most of em , they are good band , and suddenly i found
this song : Wonderwall , it's so amazing song , i can listen to it thousands of times and don't get bored of it , it's the way i feel to for someone , hehe it was close to cry when i read lyrics and some people stories on that page ,but i stopped crying hardly :) i don't like crying , anyway
here is lyrics and at bottom of it, is the link that you can find lyric and some other peoples story , but some of em really hurts ... :)



Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw me back to you
By now, you should've somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before, but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how

Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day, but they'll never throw me back to you
By now, you should've somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how

I said maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
I said maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall

I said maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me


http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Wonderwall-lyrics-Oasis/558A80BC316AB8E44825686B0011AB3C

i'm listening the same oasis song agian :)

oasis - the importance of being idle


I sold my soul for the second time
'Cause the man He don't pay me
I begged my landlord for some more time
He said "Son, the bill's waiting"
My best friend called me the other night
He said "Man - are you crazy"
My girlfriend told me to get a life
She said "Boy - you lazy"
But I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine, if you give me a minute, a man's got a limit
I can't get a life if my heart's not in it


I lost my faith in the summer time
'Cause it don't stop raining
The sky all day is as black as night
But I'm not complaining
I begged my doctor for one more line
He said "Son - words fail me"
It ain't no place to be killing time
I guess, I'm just lazy

I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine, if you give me a minute, a man's got a limit
I can't get a life if my heart's not in it

sometimes

some times you don't like yourself , or actually you start to hate yourself ,
you look around ya and see everyone trying to do something for you by their own ways ,
they all think they know world better than you , and you have a feeling that they don't ,
you get mad at em every now and then , you get mad because you don't know what you should do,
and you don't try the ways that others tell to ya ,
well today i have feeling like things that i said above , but i know i'm wrong , i know this feeling ,
i guess there is no many ppl that know what feeling they have exactly , but at least i know it about myself and i can explain it most of times on this blog ,

actually today i hated myself again , however i know that i need to love myself before anything or anyone else ,
but i see that i can't manage things easily , i fails at almost everything these days ,
i know that i'm not worry about money that much , i'm not worry about studying , traveling ,military service , friends, families and etc etc ... i'm not worry that you may not love me laters ,
because that depends on you , not me, i can't make you or anyone else to love or don't love truly .
THE only thing that i'm worry about and i'm thinking about is that i will fail at doing my mission , at make myself better and finding ya out there , as i said i'm not talking about loving each other because it's the thing that can happen later also , but the important thing is that i must not fail at
getting mature and getting better , but i'm afraid to fail at it like always ,

hey blog i know that i just come here to write on ya just when i feel not good usually :) i'm sorry about that , but you are the only one that i feel better when i write and talk with ya in my lonely times .

i'm afraid to be failure again , afraid that i won't be able to do my job right ...

what the fuck i'm doing these days , what have happened to me... ? why i'm so lazy and can't do anything special even when i liked it before ... doing nothing ? why !? why i can't start anything right and end it truly ...

well anyway , today i'm sick also , i just drank dissolute milk few hours ago and i'm sick now :)
everyone asleep in house , but no need medicine or anything , it will go alright soon , i'm not worry about it , a dissolute milk haven't killed anyone yet hehe .