all these last months that we spent together in wow/chats/calls was happy times for me ,
but i always tried to don't use my emotions like before :) i never did say i love you or other words
and emotional stuffs even in wow like /love ,except once that i got /hug for first time few months ago in wow from your char and i replyed it back with hug back ^^ , you know i never hugged or loved anyone else in my life and i would never do , even in games , hug/love/kiss is not for everyone :) they are just for some special persons that you really love em ,

well at least i tried to don't show my emotions to ya to don't hurt ya with it , and it worked alot , and we know each other better , and i hope we keep getting better at knowing each other :) ,
but i guess in deeper of you heart you know that i still love ya and i will , even without getting it back :) i was born as poor (or better to say normal ) baby as money((it's temporary , because i can earn money by myself easily )) , but i got strong feelings that i'm proud of myself , and i'v never felt anyone closest to me in my life than you :) ,

hmm starting of tomorrow... i start to learn 10 new words in english everyday :)

i wish you and myself to get better in life
, and i will keep dreaming about you as always ^^ ,
and once again ! i do not mind what other people even my friends say about you and me , i dont mind that i don't know your name , i don't mind that ali (doom shaman) think i'm like a child that got in trap of yours hehe , he thinks like that because i don't know your name/address and i never have seen ya or your photo , and maybe he think what if you are a man haha , but i know who you are :) and i don't need your name or pic to love ya , i know your personality (getting better at least =P ) and it's enough for me til the day comes and you tell others by yourself,
i'm so patient about those though :) ,
bah it's 7:50 AM =P which means it's tomorrow hehe , i have to get sleep , i don't see sun but every where is shiny now it's morning anyway :) my eyes have to rest also ^^ ,
i will keep writing again here for some while , this is my memory book , probably will help me to remind so many things after some years ( for you also ofc =P ) ,

1 month left since my last post here , well here i am again :)
yesterday and today i'v watched 3 dance movies : shall we dance , save the last dance 1 , and save the last dance 2 , they were nice movies , i liked them all ,

i'm practicing daf/qaval today , hope i make movie this week at least , it's getting annoying that i haven't make that damn movie with my drums ... i have to practice more a bit , it's not really hard but like always i'm lazy for practicing , well what ever i will make it these days soon
and like my new friend in youtube told me : it doesn't have to be perfect , it's just a movie that you wanna make and show your talent , you don't gonna sell it !
she is from poland i think , she is interesting in turkish and middle east culture it seems ,
heh getting new friends are usually nice , but i can't reply her mails because youtube is blocked (filtered) for us in iran , and i always have to get access by anti block softwares and it doesn't work right always :)

well enough talking now , gonna send mail to her , then i'll work on my movie practicing again , maybe a bit chat with amir also he just came one xD