i just came out with a thought few hours ago :

how many times have i lived ? only once
how many persons were i ? just as savalan ,

so why i think i'm unusual ? why i think i'm crazy ? no i have to think in better ways ,
i'm completely normal , if i'm not like others , it's not me that is unusual it's them for me that are unusual ;) because i never been like em so i am normal and they are abnormal hehe ,

for example even when someone is really crazy , he sees all world as crazy and himself as normal :)
and this is not bad ...

and i think if you are not a bit crazy and strange and if you are just like others , you are not alive :)

i have chose suffering , and it was my own choice , no one forced me into this , and i won't complain because my love is stronger than these ;)

i have to suffer and understand things , and i don't expect anyone to understand me right now :)