because you suck Savalan

hmm was surfing web and just searched on google : i feel alone
so found some websites which ppl have discussed about being alone , mostly young ppl like me .
or even some guys with wife ... etc etc
and i just posted some little part of my story on 1 of those sites

i checked wow and you were online again hehe , i haven't talked to you since yesterday at school ,
you were playing wow as well yesterday and didn't come online , not i don't wanna chase you
like the way i did 1 year ago on anachronos realm , because it hurts me when i see you're online
and playing and you don't want to come online just to say hi to me :)
i'm gonna say it's not your fault and you have just forgot or you just don't know that i always w8 for you at your school time or nights just to talk with ya ,
but notTHIS time i won't say those old things :)
i think you're afraid of felling in love , yep you don't want to do that , and you try to do other stuffs to forget those feelings to skip it, but in other way you know that you hurt me , and you want to find a answer for not doing that , BUT you couldn't do it ,
so you're fighting in your mind some times , but as i know you .. you don't like to think a lot about the stuffs that bothering you :)

but without looking these ...some times you come online on messengers just to talk with me ,
and yes yesterday it was your mistake that you have came online on skype so you did put busy status , but you have thought that it would be not true because i've seen you lol you closed skype and came online on yahoo as invisible ,
but in fact i didn't want to talk with you , because i knew it wasn't by your willing to do that really , so i just said that i'm gonna take a shower to make you comfortable to go off easily :)
and you answer made me more certain about that :) when you said ooh ok i think i won't be online after that hehe :)


well lets say i'm wrong and this is just my strong or sick imagination ;)
but the fact this won't help you to get online ,
you know i don't play game and i usually don't have anything special at nights or at your school time ,
so i just come online because i want to talk with youuuuuuuu
i have told that thousands of times to you , so im not wrong at this one ,
even friends wouldn't do this to each other ...


you know i will be so sad and alone soon(becuase i don't play games anymore with youuu ! and i'll go to army sooon ) ,
even though you play wow like nothing have happened , i'm not talking about love here .... i know you're scared of it , i know you don't want to accept it atm , i'm just saying that you could JUST come online for 5 min to say hi i'm playing wow or tell me that i don't have the fucking time to talk with you today or tomorrow or for years !! because your suck savalan , because you fell in love with me so i don't want to talk with you !!
because i'm afraid of fell in love ! because you are stupid Savalan ! because because
because
because
because.........................