hey myself :)
gonna talk about growing today(being mature) ,
yea you were right bestrider , you act like you are much grown than wild as she said though =P
and i know that you are such a mature girl than many other girls at your age , as the way you think ,
you mind works alot better than other girls or boys like yourself ,
you are completely different than others , and i can feel that more than yourself sometimes :)
when you went to podc meeting to see other guildies it was starting of growing i think ,
as wild said =P she pulled the trigger lol , and since that day you've changed alot xD
it's so good to be a grown man/woman but i also say that you have to save your inner childish inside , because it improves your imagination , or it helps you to be happy , a kid usually likes stuffs fast than grown men :) , and their world are alot bigger than grown ones , because they have all their senses together , which those senses aren't seperated yet , the man gets stronger in some senses and some other senses get weaker in him when he grows and be a grown man :)
the ppl that usually make change in our world haven't lost their senses , they were/are not just an ordinary men , they could change themselves or others ,
i'm not saying that i'm a grown man , but i'm alot better than my friends or at least the ones that i know til this day , and i have tried to don't lost my senses , sometimes i remember my childish senses which ppl would never even think about that ,
for example few days ago when i was walking on the street , i just felt the same way like when i was 10-11 , when it was like a butter fly in my stomach ,well can't explain it by words right now , and i don't remember that feeling 100% , it was like 1-2 second of my childhood feelings ,
that could happen by some familiar smells like rain or soil , or some places that i've liked to be there when i was little ,
i really like to remember them though , but it's hard , and so many ppl don't even remember if they were different before =P but i do ,
and for you bestrider :) first of all im gonna say this : i love you xD don't get mad haha i'm innocent , it's not in my hands to stop loving ya =P i just love you and i will .
then i wish you to grow and be independent for yourself in your life ofc , but hope you'll never lose your senses , it's the key of success and happiness to act like child sometimes and be a grown in sometimes ^.^
ah another say that i'm gonna say before i die in bed xD
i never get bored of talking with ya , i usually do when i'm with any of my friends even the best ones ^^ , but even when we are online but not talking atm , i just feel so good that you are there and you'll answer to me or you would say something soon xD
as i remember that i've told it once before on this blog ,
i can just sit in front of you and watch you whole day without getting bored of anything :)
while the world and the ppl are active , i could just watch and observe you for days =P without saying a word ,
and gonna say this one also again: hope one day you'll understand how i feel for you :) and read this blog together one day =P
i love you , good night :)
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