you know i'm crazy boy ;)
i could stop talking with anyone , but i'll still love them :)
even though while you want me to think that you are a bad person ...
i'm sure you are an angel lol


i don't have the way back ^^ , i can't get back the things that i have lost , and yea ofc i don't say it was anyone's fault :)
i have chose my path to meet you in real and gave a new chance to the world :) and i'll do it ,

emm i guess i feel like last year ... when i was feeling so bad , hmm but no :) i'm not gonna get sick of love like ago ,
i'm not a mental , i just in love , but i just feel love a bit more than other people because my emotions are strong , and it would make me some troubles later as it did earlier too ,


haha it feels like last year when you were playing wow , and i was waiting whole nights for you ,
but ill just let it go as your wishes :) it doesn't matter what happens to me , i wouldn't let anything to hurt you , so i'm gonna obey and won't get online like you want to bestrider :)
3 days without getting online means something even though you were playing wow , there is a meaning of behind this , the things that you do i mean :)



i will just wait for you to send me a mail , if you do though ofc,
i have to get used to this loneliness anyway , because when i join to that stupid army , i wouldn't even be able to send you mails in weeks :) and you know this too ,


i'll do what i wanted to do anyway , but your mails or chats just make it easier , but even without those ... i'll survive anyway but it would be so hard yea , so i hope for easy ways :)
i am stronger that you've thought bestrider ,



i'm writing on this blog , just to read these some years later to remind me how i was ;)


and as you've declared that you don't read this blog :) i'm gonna yell this words every times !!
I LOVE YOU BESTRIDER

i'm gonna change the way i'm talking or thinking a bit ,

YOU ARE MINE and I'M YOURS xD
YOU will understand what the love means bestrider ^^ soon , you will grow as i'll do too :)