to the future

these are my last posts of me before i go to military , about 30 days remain til that ,

SO i want you to know something important bestrider , i want to make you sure about something ,

i would never try to hurt you , but if i have done it before ... it was by mistake or misunderstanding , and i'm strong enough
to say sorry about everything that i've done to you ,
and SORRY for anything that i might do by mistake in future , as i said i would never let you to suffer for any reason ,
i could sacrifice myself to protect you at any matters ,

i love you and i love the ones/things that you love them :)

i'm just trying to give me a new chance , by getting passport in 2 years and go sweden for study , but the main reason of
my migration is you , i have never told this to you , but yea i would never go sweden if you were not there :)

i'll try to chat/talk with you or just send you mails when i do go in army , and i hope you will answer and help me to pass
these hard days ,

i like to to see you smiling and happy always (never seen you though=P ) , but i'll do my best to do that for you :)

cheers , to the future ^.^ haha i just drink water don't worry =P i'm still crazy xD i'll drink water til i dieeee lol

your best friend savalan