i need you now ... i want to talk to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu , plzzzzzzzzzzz ...
i don't want to suffer , i want to YELL !!!! i want the whole world to hear meeee ...

i WAAAAAAAAANT YOUUUUU to don't avoid me plzzzzz ,

i hate this limits in this world , why we have these rules for us !!! aren't we just like an animal that thinks ? then why we have these damn bullshit rules , why we can't love each other ...

fuck you allll people , but i love you bestrider ... i love you life ,

i love life but i hate world :( ... i don't know what i'm saying , i'm completely out of my mind right now ...
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added few min later :
hope you are fine ... just checked wow to see if your on ,but you are not , anyway i guess you are fine , it said you were logged at youtube 16 min ago , when i checked it ,
just hopping that your fever thing it better (don't know what sickness was that so .. you didn't tell me) , 3-4 days remains til i be gone ,
i wish that you talk to me these last days , before i go crazy ...


HEH what a miserable person i am ........