Sahara

once apon a time i was a great sea .
tons of fishes were swiming in my heart ,
thousands of birds were flying on my head ,
humans have had their boats to cross of my sides
& their submarines were digging in my depth of body .

but one day i found myself in love with the golden sun .
we've spend times together for years ,
we've talked everyday for million times :)
i was suffering of being away... i couldn't reach to her...
i've lost my blue silence.
i've lost my storming days .
i've lost my best friend THE WIND.

but i decided ! i chose the hardest way .
i chose to change my life .
i gave all i've had to her .
& became a Sahara just to be golden like her :)

here for 24 hours

yea it's me , savalan , it's almost 9 months that i'm a soldier in barracks(army) , i tried alot to get transfered to my own city but the asshole commanders didn't let me til now , 2 weeks later dad will go taheran again to see AL hashim for my transferin ,

what ever ... i said once that i'll endure any pains just to meet ya :)

i was reading goethe's book "the sarrows of the young wherther" , and i could say i loved it ,
he is the one that understands love , like the way i do :)

at a somewhere he says : "the best thing that we can do is Enduring and standing still for pains "

i wanna talk alot more about this book and the sentences that are so fimilar to my diary on this blog :) (in my thoughts) , but i have no time atm i have to return to the stupid barracks in few hours .

i just wanna say i'm a human and i still have my senses :)
i love ya what ever your name is ...
plz take care yourself . you are the best thing in my life ,

cya laters .